|They/Them|17| currently riding that sweeeet wave of apathetic depression | vent blog | writing blog too now I guess |
~I just wanna sleep, forever~
*sung in the tune of a song i dont remember the name or lyrics of.
I just had a moment of really intence self love.
I'm over it now, but holy shit that was so gucking weird. It felt like I was someone completely different and I was in love with myself. I just wanted to listen to myself forever.
My mom, holding me up by my armpits: I'd like a replacement.
Random Angel, looking me over: It's warranty has expired, and by our records, you've had it replaced and/or rebooted 11 times in the last six years. I'm afraid you've reached your limit for the decade.
My mom: ...Can I at least have the original model back then?
Angel, annoyed: You had it recycled. It's owned by your 4th DNA equivalent at the moment.
Mom, shaking me: What am I supposed to do with this then?
Angel: It's lease ends in October, just let it rot ma'am.
I was playing sims 3 and I tUrN AwAAY FOR THIRTY SECONDS AND THIS TRASH GOLBIN GETS FUCKING PREGNANT
YOU ARE IN A SAME-SEX RELATIONSHIP
NEITHER OF YOU CAN GET THE OTHER PREGNANT
My mom seems to think she has the end all be all authority over me.
She doesn't seem to realise she's not my central parental figure. That I haven't had one since I was eleven. That she lost all control over me almost exactly five years ago.
She thinks she can regain that control by telling her parents I cant live with them anymore? Fucking delusional.
I have money. I own a car. I have four alternative places I could go.
What exactly does she think will make me listen to her? Obey her?
Is it respect? Fuck no, that shriveled and died years ago.
What about health care? She sure is holding it over my head, that's for fucking sure. It wont stop me though, never did in the first place.
What could she even do to stop me from leaving. Call the cops? Like fucking hell. My family hates cops, literally no trust in them whatsoever. Even if she did call the cops, I'd just keep leaving.
I dont know why she's even pulling this crap. It's pretty fucking usless. I'm going to legally be an adult in less than a year. I have literally no finacial dependence on her.
I'm only relavant when she can claim me on her taxes really.
Again with my face, but this is more recent- I didi this autoportaits for a class this semester, but honestly I'm not a fan of the third one. It's supposed to be like, stylized but still clearly me but I did it too hastily and I think you can tell from looking at it.
Take me to your paradise Wrap me in your ray of light Hold your head up to the sky You can be my satellite (x)
crossposting these sunseeker x kny redraws i did a few months ago!! tnaf's next single is coming out tomorrow and i'm losing my mind sdhfjskdhfkjhsdjhkf